Last Night

we're different now. the way you left early, your irritability. our unwillingness to deal with each other, dragging our other friend into this. things have disintegrated, but i'll try again after the end of this period. i still care for you a lot.

i went around the hall looking for the few people i really want to have photos with after Melissa and Fedeline left. George, Kellynn, Jethro, Naomi and Derwin. and Lycia who wasn't there. i bumped into a few friendly faces i liked as well. i would write more but there are only 5 minutes left to write.

the two of us walked over to Sappore for 10 minutes, had two sips of beer each before passing the rest to Naomi. went back to the room to pack up the things strewn over the bed while preparing for the formal dinner. we had a nice, simple, quiet moment which i'll remember in the form of written words and feelings.

and thank you lycia, for bringing me back to my emotions, for being someone who understands things from my perspective. everybody needs validation, we give as much as we can. we do everything with love for others and ourselves.